I owe her

Okay, so my friend and I went to Clara's one last time before she moves. She picked me up for lunch and we had a great time! During lunch, she offered to feed Blake..which I thought was so sweet. After she fed him a little, she burped him and Blake spit up ALL over her and on the floor of the restaurant. I felt awful that he spit up on her "cream" pants. After Blake spit up, I held him and realized that he had pooped on my pants and through his outfit. Yikes...what a mess...in the meantime my friend's baby was behaving so well while Blake was consuming both of our attention. I had never had an incident like this in public so my friend was gracious enough to help me get him changed. Wow, I will never forget this afternoon lunch with a friend! I owe a huge thank you to Judith Perdue and Bella Perdue for helping out with Blake and being so patient with him and I today.

I know I did it once already

I know I blogged once already, but I had to do it again. So any of you see the movie Grease before...there is a line in there that keeps going through my head in which I am experiencing now....

"Some people are so touchy"

Always looking

I am always looking for new low fat healthy recipes so I am not just eating everything Kashi. A teacher friend of mine introduced me to hungrygirl.com. I have found some recipes that look very yummy! I will have to say though, I made these chocolate chip cookies that are one point on weight watchers..they have whole wheat flour, pumpkin, applesauce, and mini choc. chips in them. Now I have made choc. chip cookies from the cook book deceptively delicious and they had chic peas in them. Those cookies I would offer to someone if they came over (and did..bethany at first liked them and then I told her what was in them and she didn't like it anymore) However, the cookies I made today, I wouldn't offer to anyone to try. There is another recipes that I want to make that is healthy and low fat and it's for choc. cupcakes. I will try that one maybe next week.

well

I am tired! Got my resutls from my heart ultrasound and it came back normal. I am waiting for my results from my lung test. Grandma Bea has been staying with me since Wednesday. It has been so much fun having company all day during the day. Blake loves his Great Grandma he just stares at her and smiles when she sings twinkle twinle little star and snaps for stars above his head.

Friends of our are moving in the next month or two. Two good couple friends of ours...I am praying God provides some good Godly couple friends to us that we can as friends hold one another accountable, pray for one another, be totally transparent in everything we talk about, and that can just be goofy with....I am trusting he is going to bring couple friends our way....(not to replaced the ones that are moving though)

was doing well and then i slipped

I am doing weight watchers and as of this morning I had 9 pounds to loose. Then I had a day like today where I ate and ate and ate and now will have probably 11 pounds to loose. My goal is by my anniversary on June 19th to have 7 pounds to loose. Then by my sister's wedding to have it all off and just be toning my body. I have heard over and over again how even though you may loose your baby weight, your body will never be the same again...so I am anxious to loose the weight and then tone. Even though I overate today, I loved every minute of it! All the sweets and fatty chips I ate were so good...come tomorrow it's back to eating lots of 1-3 point foods to loose the leftover baby weight.

glad it's me and not him...still no fun

Okay, when am I going to be done going to the doctor with health issues? It's so frustrating. I had to go to the ER on Wednesday for difficulty of breathing. Then I had a follow up with my doctor today. My doctor ordered an ultrasound of my heart and a breathing test to check out my lungs. I don't get it...I just want to be done with the health stuff. But...yes...I am thrilled it is me going through all the health issues and not my precious boy Blake...who by the way now scoots himself down in this crib.

Question::::::: How do you forgive someone when they don't know that they have hurt you? Can you forgive someone without talking to them about what situation has occured?

smile among tears

I had a rough day yesterday (Tuesday) and I was very frustrated and at my ends. I was loading Blake up in his car seat and as I was doing so I was crying. I looked at Blake with tears down my cheeks and as I was looking at him he smiled such a big smile as if to say...mommy it's going to be okay. It brought my sadness to a smile. It reminds me of how Jesus looks at me when I am sad...he looks at me and smiles as if to say....I love you Sharon, don't worry, it's going to be okay!

Lord, Thanks for the gentle reminder that amidst my worries in life and amidst my fears and doubts you look at me with love and smile upon me letting me know you are in control and everything will work out!