Thursday, June 26, 2008

Here's A Little Diddy

I am a mom
I think my son is the bomb

I stay home with my child
and enjoying the weather that is so mild

I think Blake is so cute when he smiles
Often we go outside and walk some miles

I like to eat food now at home I stay
but have to say to fatty foods no way!

I look forward to Jason coming home to me
as we sit down and spend time as a family

I am now done writing this short little diddy
I am going to spend some time with my son Blake and get all giddy!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

What would you think of this?

For those of you married or getting married in a month (janna) I read this headline today and was wondering what would you think?

Headline: California couple on a first date gets lost in a freezing mountain.

Okay think of your spouse, and the first date you had...would you have minded getting lost in a mountain or would you have been totally okay with it and have loved every minute of it?

I thought good things about Jason after our first date. I wasn't shut off to him and was curiuos about him, but it took me awhile to open up. I don't know if I would have liked to be lost in a mountian on our first date, but think I would maybe have opened up to him sooner if we were lost...and wondered if we would have kissed while we were lost instead of waiting 2 months to do it....

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Why ruin a good thing?

Okay, if something is going really well, why ruin it and try to change it. Blake was sleeping through the night for two weeks and just this week, he has decided to change his habits. He has woken up at 2:30 to eat instead of 4:30. I hope that soon he will decide to change back to what he was doing 2 weeks ago.

I posted a picture of Jason and Blake on father's day and then one of Blake playing with me!

I love the men in my life!

Monday, June 23, 2008

what to do????

I am really concerned about this years election. Dr. Dobson has come out with some concerns about Obama and it really freaks me out with the points that he has made. I don't know what to think of this election this year, why can't there be another Bush in line to lead America. He would be much better than a Clinton or Obama who is trying to put together all world religions.

***side note, got a new computer and don't know how to download my pictures on it. I have so many to put up of Blake.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Tomorrow will be four

Tomorrow Jason and I will be celebrating four years of marriage. I am glad to say that it hasn't been all roses since we have been married. We have had our hard times and trials, but I wouldn't want it any other way. As the Lord brought us through many valleys, I have grown as a wife, friend, and daughter. I am thankful that Jason and I have chosen to stay with one another through all the ickiness in life we have been through. I can't imagine being married to another man. I love him dearly, and am so proud to be his wife.

Jason Paul Sidell is a wonderful husband who helps around the house, loves unconditionally, supports his family, very giving, and loves the Lord tremendously.

Thank you Jason for saying I do four years ago and taking me as your wife forever!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Father's Day 08


Saturday, June 14, 2008

How crazy is this?

What I am about to post here is something that was written on October 17th from my blog...I just copy and pasted it here:

I had a dream on October 17th that I had a baby boy. I dreamed that he had my color hair and blue eyes. We took him home and I tried to feed him and he didn't eat much at all. He wore a blue tight hat on his head and I remember thinking the shape of his head is beautiful. Jason then told me I had to have a c-section. I remember being tired and crying alot because I was in so much pain and couldn't hold the baby. Hmmmm I wonder if any part of this dream will come true????!!!

Crazy that at the time we didn't even know anything about the c-section and I ended up having one....which in return gave Blake a beautiful shaped head...and we did bring him home in a blue outfit with a cute little blue hat...and yes...he does have my color eyes and hair and even the little stork bite on his head like that I had dreamed 5 months before he was born that I was having a boy!

Friday, June 13, 2008

I owe her

Okay, so my friend and I went to Clara's one last time before she moves. She picked me up for lunch and we had a great time! During lunch, she offered to feed Blake..which I thought was so sweet. After she fed him a little, she burped him and Blake spit up ALL over her and on the floor of the restaurant. I felt awful that he spit up on her "cream" pants. After Blake spit up, I held him and realized that he had pooped on my pants and through his outfit. Yikes...what a the meantime my friend's baby was behaving so well while Blake was consuming both of our attention. I had never had an incident like this in public so my friend was gracious enough to help me get him changed. Wow, I will never forget this afternoon lunch with a friend! I owe a huge thank you to Judith Perdue and Bella Perdue for helping out with Blake and being so patient with him and I today.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

I know I did it once already

I know I blogged once already, but I had to do it again. So any of you see the movie Grease before...there is a line in there that keeps going through my head in which I am experiencing now....

"Some people are so touchy"

Always looking

I am always looking for new low fat healthy recipes so I am not just eating everything Kashi. A teacher friend of mine introduced me to I have found some recipes that look very yummy! I will have to say though, I made these chocolate chip cookies that are one point on weight watchers..they have whole wheat flour, pumpkin, applesauce, and mini choc. chips in them. Now I have made choc. chip cookies from the cook book deceptively delicious and they had chic peas in them. Those cookies I would offer to someone if they came over (and did..bethany at first liked them and then I told her what was in them and she didn't like it anymore) However, the cookies I made today, I wouldn't offer to anyone to try. There is another recipes that I want to make that is healthy and low fat and it's for choc. cupcakes. I will try that one maybe next week.

Friday, June 6, 2008


I am tired! Got my resutls from my heart ultrasound and it came back normal. I am waiting for my results from my lung test. Grandma Bea has been staying with me since Wednesday. It has been so much fun having company all day during the day. Blake loves his Great Grandma he just stares at her and smiles when she sings twinkle twinle little star and snaps for stars above his head.

Friends of our are moving in the next month or two. Two good couple friends of ours...I am praying God provides some good Godly couple friends to us that we can as friends hold one another accountable, pray for one another, be totally transparent in everything we talk about, and that can just be goofy with....I am trusting he is going to bring couple friends our way....(not to replaced the ones that are moving though)

Sunday, June 1, 2008

was doing well and then i slipped

I am doing weight watchers and as of this morning I had 9 pounds to loose. Then I had a day like today where I ate and ate and ate and now will have probably 11 pounds to loose. My goal is by my anniversary on June 19th to have 7 pounds to loose. Then by my sister's wedding to have it all off and just be toning my body. I have heard over and over again how even though you may loose your baby weight, your body will never be the same I am anxious to loose the weight and then tone. Even though I overate today, I loved every minute of it! All the sweets and fatty chips I ate were so good...come tomorrow it's back to eating lots of 1-3 point foods to loose the leftover baby weight.