Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Little Dry

My walk with the Lord recently has been a bit rough. With our miscarriage in May, Jason's dad recent diagnosis of cancer spreading, waiting for God to answer some other families prayer requests, and Jason's current job situation I have been left questioning where is the Lord in all this.

I know what I have been raised with and know what I have then grown to believe on my own. I know that God is in all my questioning right now. I know he is okay with it and ultimately, I know it will deepen my walk with the Him. With these questions I know satan is hoping for me to be distant from the Lord...however I know I will draw closer to the Jesus during this time.

If anything what I am dealing with here is not just questions, but a spiritual battle.

During my devotion time I read somethings that really stuck out to me and have given me a hope:

*Prayer and faith are the way to victory
*Security is in the name of the Lord
*In the victories there is joy and glory

A line to a song I keep repeating:
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain


Sues said...

I am reading along with your journey here and praying for God's will, strength, provision, healing, & restoration for y'all. You are an inspiration!

Brenda S. Marin said...

Oh my beautiful and dearest friend. I understand deeply what it means to be stuck in the deepest valley's. But I promise just as you are leaning more on Jesus every day He is constantly with us and is helping us every step we make back up the mountain so we may be even closer to Him to rest even deeper in God's arms. Love you dear...praying and believing with you...

Judith and Lance said...

I love that song, thank you for sharing your heart sweet, lovely, precious friend of mine. I thank God for you, I really do!